I should be

 I should be thankful for Hollywood. Without movies there wouldn’t be film music.  Disclosure Day is coming out soon. It marks the 30th film collaboration between Steven Spielberg and John Williams. They’ve worked together more than 50 years. 

I’m thankful for their work because they synergize each other’s work. 

Disclosure Day may be the last John Williams score.  Saw a video of him conducting the orchestra during recording sessions. John Williams was in a wheelchair. My heart sank. Still hanging on but the prognosis doesn’t look like many years are left.  

What gets me is the publicity machines spin up for Hollywood. Hollywood is their own publicity machine. There are all these videos and interviews of the actors and actresses with Spielberg circulating of them celebrating the release of the movie. 

What a bunch of inflated blowhards. The smiles, the flash photography. The red carpet premiers.  The big dick suck for how great all of it is.  The smiles.  The runways. It’s all bullshit. 

With Toy Story 5 they’re still rolling out tom hanks and Tim Allen like they’re in the prime. The egos of these ass clowns is repulsive.  It’s obvious they’re always the smartest ones in every room they’re in.  Have you seen joan cusack?  Ugly plastic.

The publicity machine turns me off completely. If anything it has the complete opposite effect on me than it does for the rest of the population.  It repulses me. It makes me despise them, their movies and their entire industry.  They’re arrogant. Conceited. Inflated. Blow hards. Shut the fuck up. Stop playing make believe on film.  

I hate movie stars, celebrities, people making their living in front of or behind a camera.  I hate popular culture. 

One of my buddies has tom hanks at the top of his list for people he’d like to have dinner with. His love for and my disgust for the same thing stresses our friendship.  I don’t understand what tom hanks contributes to the world?  The fact he can fool you into believing what he’s doing is real?  His storytelling ability?  His ability to make bullshit believable?

Read a book instead. It’s better for you. Better for your mind, your spirituality and your understanding and interpretation of the story being told or documented.  The Hollywood shit is all fake.