Life on the Edge

Apparently what I write is mean and controversial.  My blog was temporarily suspended due to someone reporting it as either spam or hate speech.  Unhappy when I found this information as I've got three years of my life documented on here.  I appealed and the powers that be reinstated it.  Apparently opinions are offensive.  However, my opinions are based on personal experience.  So I don't know where the disconnect is.  Maybe I should be like every other person talking about other cultures and their quirks and features by starting each sentence containing a controversial noun, verb or adjective and preface it with the word "allegedly."  Whatever.  So, my thoughts ride the line between what is acceptable and what is unacceptable according to the googler.  I occasionally put a finger over the line.  Shame on me.

Today my Dad had the follow up to have the parkinson's medication titrated.  This appointment was scheduled for 90 minutes and we ended up being at the office for 7 hours.  They set the pump up and made a handful of adjustments after hourly observations.  If today's results are an indicator of efficacy for treatment, my dad will benefit from the duopa medication delivery system.  An additional drug was added to his regiment meant to slow cognitive decline/dementia/alzheimers.  I had to speak with the doctor privately because having the conversation in front of my dad would have been met with denial and everything is fine.  Everything is not fine.  

One of the cognitive assessments they gave him was to count backwards from 20 with your eyes closed.  He botched it.  It jolted the reality that he does have parkinson's dementia - even though he will vehemently deny it.  He is being scheduled for an in depth cognoscopy for a future date. 

I was giving my sister a briefing of the day... and my report to her was, "For the first time in years I saw Dad with Parkinson's instead of seeing Parkinson's with Dad."  The first time I've seen him smile or heard him laugh in 2 years.  Pretty amazing.  Hearing him belly laugh as I filled up dead time with tales from the auto parts store was a treat.  He's not a rigid pile of human flesh.  That's what he looked like for the last two years.  I saw my Dad for the first time in years.  A gold star day to treasure.  Too bad there wasn't anything like this for my mom.

 Fingers crossed he continues responding well to the medication. 

 

Mf government

Making it okay for oil refineries to produce E15 gas under the guise of reducing pricing spikes? The government has just legislated the legal destruction of the internal combustion engine by producing gas that ruins it. Think of it as BH Obamas cash for klunkers program that resulted in the government sponsored mass scale destruction of reliable cars in favor of new, inferior engine technology that is documented as being more complex, more expensive and less reliable over the long haul than the engines they replaced. Not one single citizen voted for this. The administration just does this  Lee Zeldin in an asshole.  A wolf in sheep’s clothing  

These pieces of shit are actively destroying transportation needed in society.  Communists bastards  

 The government destroys everything they touch. Bureaucrats should be destroyed.

 Fuck the government, the enviroterrorists and the EPA.  Burn it to the ground. 

Alzheimer’s reduction

They say doubling up on the recommended dosage of flu vaccine might reduce chances of getting Alzheimer’s by up to 50%. What other kinds of nonsense are being used to get people to take more vaccine injections? There’s also a chance taking a double dose of flu vaccine has no effect on the chances of getting Alzheimer’s.

Zooran

Zooran implements unpopular destructive policies with a smile on his face and a tone of optimism in his voice. Reminds me of BH Obama. Both dogs are dangerous.

Jihad. Caliphate. Allahu akbar. Taqiyya.

These are not words of people wanting to integrate. They are words of people wanting to deceive , conquer and dominate. Ladies - Grab your burka and wear a chastity belt to keep these monsters from mutilating women. What looks peaceful on the surface is barbaric compliance and a will to patiently play a chess game meant for eventual Islamic domination through any means possible. How else do you explain 80% reliance on government assistance, the building of numerous mosques, the building of Muslim exclusive communities, the infiltration into the higher levels of government and a calling for prayer being broadcast on systems meant for use during natural disasters? How else do you explain a group of people refusing to assimilate in a new country while clinging to the ways of the world they left? En mass these people turn everything they touch into a backwards third world shithole. They do not believe in equal rights. They fundamentally believe in an outdated caste system driven by male dominance of their own kind. They are animals.

One thing

One thing my dad either never learned or forgot is sometimes you just have to check the box and get it done. There are tasks that don’t need perfection and a due date met.  You just get it done and forget about it.

Case in point. He was to change the transfer amount from the trust to his checking account back in January.   Earlier today he told me his was still working on it. For three months to click a few buttons on his computer.  Then he said he wanted to make it cumulative since January so no one knows he waited.  

Like wth?  Like he’s gonna get in trouble?  Then I explained to him that it was never about dollars and the change was to keep his primary account balance stable.  Oh?  No joke.   Then he did it in 15 minutes.  

He suffers from a perfection complex.  Like he has to prove he’s still got it.  On his A game.  The perfectionist.  Like shit man, you don’t have anything to prove.  You’re an 83 year old man living with Parkinson’s for 12–15 years. His brain has been affected by the disease and the drugs used to manage it. 

Abraham Lincoln said you can’t believe everything you read on the internet. At the same time a response pulled together by the googler indicates he is experiencing cognitive decline; exhibiting 8 out of 9 symptoms, in Cognitive decline in Parkinson’s disease often looks different from what people expect. It’s usually less about forgetting names at first and more about changes in thinking, behavior, and social awareness.

When it progresses to Parkinson’s disease dementia, the symptoms become more noticeable and start affecting daily life. to decline in executive functioning.   

“Cognitive decline in Parkinson’s disease often looks different from what people expect. It’s usually less about forgetting names at first and more about changes in thinking, behavior, and social awareness.

When it progresses to Parkinson’s disease dementia, the symptoms become more noticeable and start affecting daily life.” - The googler  

Do all elderly people exhibit some form of dementia and cognitive decline?  Or do they just not care anymore and they’re tired of conforming to societal norms and standards?  Are they still capable and choose not to?  Or is their mind blown and they just can’t do it anymore?

Hear him roar

Was tiger woods always a drug addict or did he become one over time? Addicted to fame, the game and sex. Then his body got all torn up due to abuse and multiple surgeries. He’s been in multiple car accidents found in an inebriated state.