What's going on

 My writing is agitated as of late.  

It's like I'm what Barack Obama would call a old, poor white person clinging to their guns and religion.  

I call it clinging to common sense and decency.  There is so much evil running rampant in the world.  It's everywhere.  What people are doing to their body's with piercings, tattoo and genital mutilation.  People convinced they are not the same sex/gender they were born with.  Even thinking this can change or is fluid is beyond reproach.  The music people listen to.  The things they idolize.  The incessant drinking and partying.  The proliferation of mind altering drugs.  It's just a different time and I don't want to be part of it. 

The world is changing.  I don't like it.  I don't understand why this change is being embraced?  Or maybe not embraced but ushered in against the will of normal people.  Not in control of any of it and I don't like it.

It's like there is no intellectual honesty in any of this new stuff.  Everything being brought forth from society is being done through deception.  This includes gender issues, political policy, international policy, etc.  We're being gaslit on so many fronts.  It all started with that little covid virus.  And once that gained traction, those in power never looked back.  

Maybe existence is one giant deception.  Reality.  What is that?  We create our own reality.  Yet my reality is different from your reality.  Which reality is true.  All they all true?  Who are we to question another's reality?  We must not understand but merely accept the reality of others.  Like trans people.  But yet if are in agreement are we sharing a reality?  

The rock group styx had a song called "Too much time on my hands."  Is that what I've got?  To be thinking about and writing about all this "stuff."  Stuff that makes no difference to anyone.  What a waste.